shine through me

i love productive days!

so today we did some recording in the studio it was fun

on the way home the asian train ticket man who wears a funny hat sat next to me, he fell asleep..i was trying not to laugh.

i paid off my $50 fine

i also set up a savings account $60 a week, saving for a sweet Mac!

i made a trip down to pink pineapple got a quality packet of hot chips,
then went to subway got myself a small cup i enjoy refils but they only let you have one refil now.. they've changed.

loving ember days at the moment!

my sleeping pattern is getting ridiculous its so much fun staying up till 4am playing Halo Reach with Andy, Keith, Dan and Sam though.. but maybe not everyday..

its a nice feeling walking home.

missing summer right now.

You deserve my life, You have my heart
so shine through me.

When i go down

 I lift my eyes to you
I won't look very far

Cause you'll be there
With open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again

i miss skateboarding

one of the best things about summer.

i miss night skating with the creeew

not long now!

i like the flower

i've just realised how much i think when i'm in the shower

also been thinking about doing a blog a day which could potentially be quite boring.. but genius!

i find it easier to write at night i just need to take in the awesomeness of that unintentional rhyme

oh i passed my skills tests today! I only had to sit 3 out of the 8 which is quite nice, but they were super long, now i have a whole other week to study fun fun fun!


my nana left today back to Australia where it's sunny and warm i think i may go there for my next holiday.. thinking about the beach we used to go to when we were little, i like the thought of yellow sand and big waves but now i know about sharks.. my biggest fear. its kinda weird that my biggest fear are sharks.. i dont see them often..

but theres something about them that makes them so scary.. im not scared of the teeth.. i think its their eyes and the amount of muscle they have.. the fact the dont have legs kinda scares me a bit..

talking about sharks my mum put a shark poster on my roof above my bed so everytime i go to sleep or wake up i would see these beautiful creatures. im not sure how much she paid for it but i would feel a bit stink taking it down she enjoys it too much.

life is good

seriously!

Watching Aquire The Fire on channel 112.

im normally not a fan of crying but watching this skit and the amount of people

making decisions for Jesus i couldnt help it.. seriously God is amazing.

I have my skills test tomorrow for whiti! not pumped.

i have to sit 8 and pass them all in one day and they're not easy..

also very gutted that Gale had decided to stop, its going to be weird..

i almost want to stop just knowing that he wont be there..

just me.. by myself..

but im not a fan of giving up on things, atleast if i fail i dont give up i give it all i have,

time to put all the rubbish aside and take it seriously.

is it possible to have a longer more harder week than what im already having?

stressing out hard!

on a positive note

church was choice and im off to bed.

Where Do I Go From Here?

i should really do something about this..

or maybe not..

i over analyze alot of things,

i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing yet

well i just got back from Sams 21st dinner with the whanau,

it was quality.

                                                  

                                 i enjoy Sam alot, he probibly doesn't know how much i love him

                                Happy Birthday Saaamy!

so i oredered a whole meat pizza ended up eating 2 pieces out of the 8 i was given..

its quite sad that my sisters and anna ate more than i did!
its because i drank heaps of coke before we ate. oh and garlic bread.

i am currently thinking about setup tomorrow at the TSB

i love early starts.

i have a new pair of drumsticks they know they wont survive through to monday.

i enjoy the TSB more than the MFC sometimes.. its so spacious! and its pretty cool knowing that

soon it'll be packed out.

also super cool that not long ago i saw RELIENT K there! where we have church! honestly if no one was looking or judging me i would have cried thats how good it was.

not long until we see the floor packed out with teenagers not being groped by there boyfriends, jumping to just noise but going crazy worshiping the King of Kings! i still remember when Reggie preached, being side of stage and looking up at the back, seeing every seat completely full and the sides being used up! expectations shattered and raised.

well... im going to go now...

Worship

Praise him with loud clashing cymbals!
 psalm 150 verse 5

"We should not neglect our gifts, but instead develop them, fan them into flames so that they get even better, to the edification of the church and to the glory of God."
          This is my worship.


We will lift you high, above all!

                                                
                                              Come and take your place above all!

My Life As Luke

Ok.. so i don't think i've thought about my life as much as i am now!

i have noo idea what im doing next year! 

i have a basic idea.. but still not sure..

uncertainty sucks!

i just need to trust in God even though it feels hard sometimes..

currently looking at my new socks and rubbing my toes against each other,

honestly! new socks are amazing! i like that they're a grayish color, but they're quite tight...

 

i am in love with My Life As Liz, i suck with my emotions.. its beautiful, she is amazing.. 

 

Sams birthday on saturday! i think im more pumped than he is.. he's 21 what the heck!

im tempted to make him something.. haha draw a giant painting of him and me..? that would be amazing! that fact i can't draw, kinda rules that out a bit.

its currently 2am and im not sleeping..