decisions, decisions.. decisions!!

i have always thought of myself as a decisive person 

not a fan of indecisiveness 

but lately i've had alot of decisions to make..

i suck with decisions 

especially if they're big decisions 
i find little decisions easy

i've learnt to act rather than to think..

to be completely for something or completely against something

i don't like being in between..

but i enjoy not knowing too much of what could happen 

i like surprises 

learning to be more optimistic

but potentially more realistic than optimistic..